My life hasn't been as easy as I make it look. I put on a smile each and every day to make it seem as if everything is alright. When deep down I have tons of emotions running through me. Who am I? Where am I meant to be? Can I do this? Why does this always happen to me? Some of you might have those same questions running through your heads.. You're not alone! My life dramatically changed in January of 2012. I never thought things would be okay again. It felt like my world was crashing down around me. I didn't wanna move from bed. I didn't wanna do anything. My cousin was killed in a car accident. She was my best friend, and honestly I could tell her anything. When she died I felt like I lost everything. At one point I didn't even think I was going to graduate high school because of the deep depression I went into. I knew she'd kick my ass if she knew I wasn't going to graduate. So I pushed myself so hard to get my grades up and graduate. I did it for her. Through all the tears and the hurt I did it! I made it! I didn't think it was possible but with my angel watching over me I did it. And I did it for her. She helped me realize that no matter how hard life may be you can get through it. You just have to take things day by day and push through. Nothing is too hard to get through especially if you put your mind to it.
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